song of my moment: settle for a slowdown -- dierks bentley
uhm, i'm not sure what all to say. so, just onto the post. cool beans.
when you start to see people change, you start to wonder if they were like this in the beginning, and if you just never noticed it. but don't forget that you once loved who they were before. don't take it out on them for changing, because nobody stays the same. we all grow, and we all change.
sometimes there is nothing to be said. sometimes nothing should be said. i just want to find someone who won't run away. someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it's okay. that things don't always go right. that is how life works, and how it will always work. that it's not going to be easy. today, tomorrow, the next day... but it will somehow get better.
i shouldn't still feel like this. not after this much time.. you shouldn't be able to affect me this much. i shouldn't catch myself constantly drifting off, daydreaming about what was and replaying all the old memories. little things said or done shouldn't still remind me of what used to be.. you shouldn't be all i think about. not after this constant hurt. not after all this time.. but boy, i have a feeling you're going to be the one i compare everyone to from now on..
i've been thinking a lot lately about taking chances, and how it's really just about overcoming your fears. because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it.
but the actual touch of her lingered, inside his heart. that remained. in all the years of his life ahead, the long years without her, with never seeing her or hearing from her or knowing anything about her, if she was alive or happy or dead or what, that touch stayed locked within him, sealed in himself, and never went away. that one touch of her hand.
-A Scanner Darkly -- Philip K. Dick-
patience is not the ability to wait, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting.
as you go through life, you'll see there is so much more that we don't understand, and the only thing we know is thing's don't always go the way we planned.
-The Lion King-
i can still feel you lean in to kiss me. i can't help but wonder if you ever miss me...
-Dancin' Away With My Heart -- Lady Antebellum-
in that moment, i felt my heart break. and i thought, "i can't live without you. i don't want to live without you," and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad i wanted or needed you, it wouldn't matter. somehow, and very painfully i was sure, my life would continue. with or without you, right?
i thought about life, about how we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with fear of what those words might do.
^^i love the "i love you" in the middle of this.^^
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