song of my moment: even if it breaks your heart -- eli young band
tech week and shows are finally over.
life's back to normal.
some new things are going on in my life, and i'm really liking it :)
okay, new post, and i hope you enjoy :)
at least you'll have gotten to know each other better. until you spent long days and nights with someone, without any relief, you don't really know them. you have to see someone in their dirty undies and behaving at their worst before you know if you really are in love with them.
in the short time we spent together, we had what most people can only dream about, and i'm counting the days until i can see you again. never forget how much i love you.
Nights in Rodanthe -- Nicholas Sparks
don’t ask yourself what you did wrong or how you could have done it differently. don’t waste your valuable heart and mind trying to figure out why he did what he did, or thinking back on all the things he said, and wondering what was the truth and what was the lie.
i love the way you look at me. especially when i say something really stupid. you have this "why do i put up with you" look. but, right after that it's the "it's because i love you" look. then the "i must be insane to love you" look. and finally the "i must seriously be insane" look.
laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. i myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.
just because other people say he's not the best bet for you doesn't mean you have to think twice of being with him. be with him because he makes you happy, not because you want others to be happy for you.
"a room without books is like a body without a soul."
-Marcus Tullius Cicero-
i am the photograph tucked away as a book-mark, in a book left half unread, once reopened to find memories crawling back into peripheral sight, faded, creased and lonely. i long to be admired, long to be held, torn and laughed at, laughed with, like a distant relative or an old friend breathing in their last breath.
lightning doesn't often strike the same place twice. it's a once in a lifetime thing, even if it feels like the shock is coming over and over again. eventually the pain will go away, the shock will wear off, and you start to heal yourself, to recover from something you never saw coming. but sometimes the odds are in your favor. if you're in the right place at just the right time, you can take a hell of a hit and still have a shot of surviving.
one of the things he's learned is that there are skeletons in everyone's closet, things no one wants the world to discover.
you're exceptional the way you are. don't need to change for nobody. you're incredible, anyone can see that. when will you believe that? you are nothing but exceptional.
we start to learn that maybe being alone isn't really all that horrendous. that when you lie in bed all day, you feel safe almost. and that sometimes, a good book is better than great friends.
i guess what makes me different from most girls is that i am not the type to squeal over you, and i don't ask for your attention all the time. i know what i want and i know how to get it, but i don't hurt people along the way. i can be a bitch but i am also a weird, obnoxious loser but hey, that's the truth in me. i guess you say i am complicated but i would rather be difficult than easy any day. i can be hard to figure out at times but if you know me, i am not that much of a confusing person. so why don't you actually open your heart instead of just your eyes and take a look at me. then tell me that you love me.
love is like grass. if you fall on it, it may leave a stain and some temporary pain, but you'll get over the pain and it'll eventually stop hurting. now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans or maybe it was nothing special that it ruined, but either way the stain remains there. and with time, it will begin to fade but it will always be there. a permanent reminder that you once fell.
it's true what they say, that if you stop worrying about the one who doesn't see your worth, your eyes are going to open up to the one who's been there all along, the one who looks at you like you put the stars in the sky. all it takes is for you to stop worrying about that one who hurt you, to shift your focus, and things will seem a whole lot brighter. because, just because one boy can't understand what he gave up doesn't mean everyone is that way. i guarantee there's someone out there right now that is just waiting for you to open your eyes.
<3 <3 <3
i hope you guys enjoyed!
i love you, okay?
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