song of my moment: unsung -- katy mcallister
well, haha, if you haven't figured it out already, i am in love with everything katy mcallister. so.
new post and i hope you enjoy :)
also; check out my announcement thing at the end of the post! :)
i was always melted by his silliness, his faked machismo, his pretended butchery, while his hazel eyes mocked us both from behind his glasses. it it's cool to be cool, he could sometimes be a refrigerator. but if he thought being cool was required he could turn into a pretty good arsonist.
live in such a way that if anyone should speak badly of you, no one would believe it.
to be honest, i'm completely blown away by the fact that you were once my everything because if you were to look at us now, you would think we were complete strangers.
i regret a number of things in my life; things that if i could, i would go back and do it different; but you aren't one of them. whatever it was we "had"- or didn't have for that matter, i don't regret it. i was happy, for whatever short time it was. and i don't regret it. i wish we weren't where we are right now.. and it would have been nice if something came out of it.. but i don't regret it.
i love writing, i love opinions and quotes and expressions. it's so beautiful to know that you're not alone in this messed up world. it's relieving to know that someone else feels the same way you do.
it's funny. your muscles have a certain memory about them. that's why we can tie our shoes or play piano without looking. but then you spend long enough time with someone and your bodies memorize each other, you know? the warmth of your back, the pace of your heartbeat, your tickly eyelashes and the way your fingers would curl in sequence when i used to play with your palm. another person is like moving to a new country where you don't know the language. it's a scary thing.
-To Claire; From Sonny -- Josh Beattie-
^^i am in love with that picture of her.^^
you don't have to apologize, because you're right. it just wasn't working out. i mean, it sucks, and i wish it was different, but...it is what it is.
i've shared every dark, horrible corner of my life with you. what makes you think i’m not strong enough to handle every bit of yours?
i want someone who won't care that i hate wearing shoes, that i'm incapable of sitting still, that i am a complete neat freak and i refuse to be ladylike. someone who realizes that half of the decisions i make are usually ones i regret. and i have the right to overreact at any given moment. i want someone who knows how completely insane i am, and he wouldn't want me any other way.
friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... it has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.
-The Four Loves -- C.S. Lewis-
it's not until months later, looking back, that you realize how much better you could've done. and it won't be until months from now that you really do let go & you finally give another guy a chance. but until then, here you are, stuck in the past, wishing it was the present.
serendipity. looking for something, then finding something else, and then realizing that what you've just found is more suited to you than what you thought you were looking for.
do you think i am an automaton? - a machine without feelings? and can bear to have my morsel of bread snatched from my lips, and my drop of living water dashed from my cup? you think wrong! - i have as much soul as you - and full as much heart! and if God had gifted me some beauty and much wealth, i should have made it as hard for you to leave me, as it is now for me to leave you. i am not talking to you through the medium of custom, conventionalities, nor even of mortal flesh: it is my spirit that addresses your spirit; just as if both had passed through the grave, and we stood at god's feet, equal -as we are!
-Jane Eyre -- Charlotte Bronte-
everybody believes in something and everybody, by virtue of the fact that they believe in something, use that something to support their own existence.
what i've discovered is that in art, as in music, there's a lot of truth-and then there's a lie. the artist is essentially creating his work to make this lie a truth, but he slides it in amongst all the others. the tiny little lie is the moment i live for, my moment. it's the moment that the audience falls in love.
so, okay. i hope you enjoyed this :)
and now i have a favor to ask of you guys.
if you're not subscribed to the loverly samantha over at partytimequotes, you're definitely missing out.
her site is definitely one of my favorites and she's such a sweetheart.
and okay, she's making it her goal to get to 2,000 subscribers by august 19th.
if she reaches this goal, she'll post a super awesome 200 quote/200 graphic post, which i couldn't be anymore excited about.
so loves, if you're not subbed to her, you definitely should, because you won't regret it and we can have a super awesome post in the process.
sounds great, right?
so, do this for her? it would be awesome and i'm sure we'd both love you forever :)