song of my moment: near to you -- a fine frenzy
seriously, that song is kind of my life.
like, it just is pretty accurate to everything. and yeah.
so, sorry it's been so long!! life's gotten crazy
i started work on monday and that made life hectic.
but here's a new update. :)
what happened to us? we were perfect together. one day, i woke up and nothing was the same anymore. i miss being your favorite reason to smile & i miss seeing your name in my inbox every morning. most importantly, i hate how i'm sitting here not knowing if i ever cross your mind.
shut it out, i've got no claim on you now. not allowed to wear your freedom down...
-Ashes and Wine -- A Fine Frenzy-
^^so. i kind of adore a fine frenzy, if you couldn't tell. like, a lot^^
never let yourself get stuck on something you're not happy with. likewise, never restrict yourself to something you know would give you happiness.
you have come into my life through a door i was afraid would never be opened again, for many have slammed it on their way out. so please feel free to stay as long as you'd like. but should the time come that you must leave, please, close the door gently as you go.
numbing your feelings helps you for the moment, but it piles up and later on when that guard weakens or even slightly cracks, everything you tried to ignore will come rushing back, overwhelming and consuming you.
but collective thinking is usually short-lived. we're fickle, stupid beings with poor memories and a great gift for self-destruction.
-Mockingjay -- Suzanne Collins-
but i know time doesn't fix everything--and neither do words.
don't let him tell you you're not worth it. you're amazing, beautiful, and you could love him more than anyone else could. and if he can't see that this is a once in a lifetime chance, he's just not worth it
"music's the only thing that makes sense anymore, man. play it loud enough and it keeps the demons at bay."
that is part of the beauty of all literature. you discover that your longings are universal longings, that you're not lonely and isolated from anyone. you belong.
-F. Scott Fitzgerald-
a man can get discouraged many times but he is not a failure until he begins to blame somebody else and stops trying.
but really, all we want, and i speak for the entire human race here, is contact. someone to let us know that we aren't alone. that the world isn't a dream and you and i really are happening at the same time, even if it's not in the same place. that this is real. you're really there. i'm really here. we're real.
one day i found this pen, my favorite pen. it would write beautifully until it ran out of ink. i kept it for a little afterward, hoping maybe the ink didn't run out and it would start working again. i had been told many times that the pen had no use anymore and i should let it go. so one day, i had to let go. but all along, you were my pen.
you can't deny laughter; when it comes, it plops down in your favorite chair and stays as long as it wants.
i think that one of the hardest lessons there is to learn is that even after someone puts you down, you gotta learn to wake up the next morning with your head held high.
<3 <3 <3
i hope you guys enjoy :)
i'm leaving until sunday on vacation, so if you'd leave me some love for when i get back, that's be super dooper awesome!
also, i'm hoping to make it to 1,500 subs by my birthday, august 18th. i'm at 1415 right now.
and if this is a goal that's met (you have a little less than a month now), i'll reward you guys with some super big post.
and i mean, even if it's not met by my birthday, i'll still do something big to celebrate, because it's such a cool milestone.
but yeah. so, yeah :)
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